Afraid to forget โฆ
Akua Allrich ยฉ 2016
I was afraid to forget
feared loosing the memory
The rush of intense feeling it brought to my heart
Secretly hoped to hold on to the wanting of you
Hesitated to set free those young butterflies. Mariposas.
Their tickling flutter in my tummy at the sight of those eyes
the contract and release of muscles and breath upon a tender touch
or a magical exchange of words.
I feared loosing the memory of,
The feeling, love.
Passion
Desire
Anticipation
Secretly wanted to hide a bit of it
for those lonely human moments
The inevitable quality time with stress, pain, racing thoughts of Life to live,
That never-ending stream of results to achieve.
I was afraid to forget
loosing myself in that fantastic unreality,
Afraid I would no longer have itโs river of emotion to swim in
in my desert of lifeโs inevitable heartbreak
Even though โฆ
heartache was the true companion of this covering of sweet and sour,
secretly, I didnโt mind. It was mine. I didnโt mind
until โฆ
My heart told me I had to forget
She told me, I had to release this thing that was made
now an old secret feeling, all my own.
Youโd left, and that was ok,
Because I still had what we made โฆ secretly hoarded it
Stowed it away in hidden places
Pulled it out when lifeโs sweet was hard to reach โฆ
But โฆ
She told me I had to release it
Let free Butterflies. Mariposas.
and โฆ
those ugly pretty wings flew
I have them no more to awaken and play.
Theyโve gone with the westward winds
fully free โฆ
and now she has rest, free of you
but โฆ
at times I sulk in search of those sharp passions.
Search each pocket in my heart and find โฆ only fragments. Pieces of faded emotion.
I find an easy heart
and I smile โฆ
Because I did not want to โฆ
Though I knew I would โฆ
I was afraid to โฆ
Afraid to forget
oh but … how grateful I am to have
forgottenย
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